By Jim Emerson "Favorite" would be far too
weak a word for the way I feel about these movies.
"Favorite" is something you might say about your "favorite color," but
it's not a term you'd use about your friends or family. And, to be quite honest (maybe a
little embarrassingly so), that's the way I think about these movies.
I love them. Even though
they haven't always loved me back. Some have introduced me to the harshest truths of life
-- maybe when I was young enough that I would have been happier not knowing. (Ignorance IS
bliss! If you're capable of refusing knowledge.) Chinatown, for example,
showed me (among many other things) the idea that, by trying to protect somebody, you
could actually wind up making sure they got hurt. I was 16 -- I didn't exactly want
to know that. And that terrible possibility was as chilling and shocking to me as the
final, fatal, flaw in Mrs. Mulwray's iris. A big, dark crack opened up in the heretofore
relatively solid (I thought) ground beneath my feat. The abyss yawned.
My parents, poor things, didn't
understand why I was so devastated. They told me to stop subjecting myself to things like
that. But, really, deep down, I did want to know, after all -- even if, in the
long run, it made existence significantly harder to bear. At the time, I wanted to be
prepared for the life that lay ahead of me (and hadn't yet learned that you can't actually
prepare). Likewise, it was extremely painful to realize that, as Geoffrey Firmin (Albert
Finney) says in Under the Volcano, "There are some things you can't apologize
for."
More even than friends, these
movies are, in some key ways, also my mentors. They did, in fact, teach me quite a lot
about how to live my life -- and, above all, they helped me figure out what was most
important in life, what I values I prized most, and how to approach the mysteries of the
human heart with awe, and understanding, and joy. My god, I'm beginning to sound French.
Or just naive. Or both.
So, call me corny, call me simplistic, but I really was determined to emulate Johnny Case (Cary Grant) in George Cukor
and Phillip Barry's Holiday (1938) and beware of soul-numbing, dead-end promises of
big money. (Just in case I were ever to receive any.) I've always tried (usually
successfully) to choose independence and creative latitude over a fat paycheck -- mainly
because I learned -- from Holiday and from early, post-college experience -- that
money just wasn't enough to make me happy or keep me motivated. (For that, I require
pharmaceuticals... but that's another story.)
Speaking of chemicals:
I've read that science doesn't really know if depression is the result of a chemical
imbalance in the brain, or if depression causes a chemical imbalance in the brain.
Chicken/egg. Well, I don't know if I love some of these movies because they reflected my
intuitive vision of the world, or if it's because they shaped or defined that vision for
me. Probably some of both. These movies are "home" for me: They were familiar
the first time I saw them; they showed me what I probably already knew to be True. It was
kind of like love at first sight (even thought I didn't love 'em all the first time I saw
'em -- some great artistic experiences, like great relationships, can require work).
And speaking of love at first sight:
When I saw Buster Keaton for
the first time, I knew I was in the presence of a great clown, a great filmmaker, and a
great artist -- I saw a great philosopher. (See The Beauty of
Buster for an appreciation and vintage photo gallery.) Now, Keaton didn't think of his
work that way; it certainly wasn't something he was consciously trying to "say."
But, watching him, I learned about perseverance and making an effort to trust the
hostile/indifferent forces of the universe -- and about integrity.
I've been a working film critic,
in some capacity, on and off, for about 20 years now, and people have often asked me what
I think makes the difference between a good film and a lousy, or at least not-so-good,
one. It's taken me some time to realize that the key for me is that one word: integrity. A
great movie doesn't settle for tricking the viewer; it respects the viewer. One way
this is expressed in Keaton is in the way he films his stunts. He knows he could get
laughs much easier with a little editorial sleight-of-hand. But (as a person, as a
filmmaker, as a comedian) he had integrity. He wanted not just to provoke a guffaw, but to
delight and astonish -- so, again and again, he films his most amazing physical stunts in
one long take (most famously in the incredible -- but entirely credible! -- falling
housefront gag from Steamboat Bill, Jr.).
Not that a filmmaker has to risk
his or her life in the name of integrity, the way Buster did. Integrity is expressed in
every frame of a great movie -- in its themes, its compositions, its music, its
performances... in the way everything works together (even when, in a provocative
masterpiece like Do the Right Thing, the
wind blows across an American flag (Nashville); or the way the camera waltzes along
with the dancers, in a long, fluid movement around the floor, at the last of the great
Amberson balls (The Magnificent Ambersons); or the way that ripples spread over the
surface of water (Sansho Dayu); or the way Aunt
Fanny's (Agnes Moorehead) voice cracks as she collapses against a water heater and cries,
"It's not hot!" (again, from Ambersons). As Roger Ebert says (and I
paraphrase, badly), movies aren't about the stories they tell; they're about how they
tell the stories they tell. (For negative examples of movies that betray themselves,
and their audiences, with a lack of integrity, see my section called The Big Lie.)
So, about this here list again: Why 120 titles? Because I started the CinePad shortly after I became (much
to my astonishment) 40, and 120 is 3 x 40. So there. How's that for logic?
Because vision and sensibility
are what I respond to most strongly, I'm sure I could make a 100 Most Beloved Films list
simply by choosing four films apiece from the following directors:
Alfred
Hitchcock
Billy Wilder
Buster Keaton
F.W. Murnau
Eric Rohmer
Ernst Lubitsch
François Truffaut
Howard Hawks
Jean Renoir |
Jean-Luc
Godard
John Ford
Josef von Sternberg
Kenji Mizoguchi
Krzysztof Kieslowski
Krzysztof Zanussi
Luis Buñuel
Marx Brothers* |
Max Ophüls
Orson Welles
Robert Altman
Robert Bresson
Roman Polanski
Stanley Kubrick
Wim Wenders
Yasujiro Ozu |
*OK, I know they're not directors, but
they're auteurs nevertheless.
See Jeeem's Pantheon for a
similar list of directors in a proper setting.
Or, I could just do it the way I'm gonna do it, and
try to keep from loading up on too many pictures from each of these Masters. There are
some major directors whose work isn't on my list, like Kurosawa and Chaplin (although I
honestly don't think the latter is a much of a filmmaker). I admire -- even love -- some
of their pictures, but (so far, at least) there's always something missing for (or in) me;
I don't feel that deep, personal connection to them that I feel to others. (Oddly,
I'm finding it difficult to pick a single title that would make my list by, say, Sternberg
or Godard, although their body of work means so much to me; on the other hand, I feel that
Chabrol deserves a place in my pantheon if only for Le Boucher alone....)
Every movie on this list still
elicits some kind of physical/emotional response from me every time I think of it, or even
just see/hear the title -- an ache, a yearning, goosebumps, a rising swell of elation --
even if I haven't re-watched the movie in several years. So, I'm not going to apologize
for having a few "official" classics on my list. (Besides, there are some things
you can't apologize for.) I have never seen a more thrilling, entertaining movie than Citizen Kane -- it's alive, it's positively vital to
my continued existence on this planet, and no amount of institutional acclaim is going to
kill it off and make it a museum piece, as far as I'm concerned. Same goes for Rules of
the Game, The Searchers, Vertigo... and so on.)
Finally, back to "beloved": I admit, my passion for some of these movies may have something to do with my
age (or the age), or the circumstances of my life when I first encountered and fell
in love with them. But by using the word "beloved" I want to convey that these
movies on my list still speak most deeply to me; that I was moved in some extraordinary
way by each of them, and that they continue to move me; that my cherished response to them
is not purely emotional or aesthetic or intellectual or visceral, but some ineffable
combination of All Of The Above; and that I have watched and re-watched them over the
years and our relationship has never grown cold or stale. I think of these movies as
pictures of the inside of my head. We know that a mere word, like "Rosebud,"
could never sum up a man's life. But if I had to choose some ribbons of images to
represent mine, I'd choose these:
Top o' the list! (right column)
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The Top Twenty
1) Chinatown |
2) Nashville |
3 & 4) Citizen Kane
The Magnificent Ambersons |
5) Sansho Dayu (Sansho the Bailiff) |
6) Un Chien Andalou (An
Andalusian Dog) |
7) Vertigo |
8 & 9 & 10) Our
Hospitality |
Sherlock, Jr. |
Steamboat Bill, Jr. |
11) Sunrise |
12) Miller's Crossing |
13) Kings of
the Road |
14) Barry Lyndon |
15) Only Angels Have Wings |
16) Letter From an Unknown
Woman |
17) The Discreet Charm of the
Bourgeoisie |
18) 2001: A Space Odyssey |
19) Ball of Fire |
20) Trouble
in Paradise |
More
(in alphabetical order)
28 Up
8 1/2
Aguirre, The Wrath of God
Animal Crackers
Annie Hall
Another Woman
Avanti!
Badlands
Barton Fink
Berlin Alexanderplatz
Bimbo's Initiation
The Bitter Tears of
Petra von Kant
Boogie Nights
Le Boucher
The Brood
Carrie
Close Encounters of
the Third Kind
Contract
The Crying Game
Cutter's Way
Days of Heaven
Dazed and Confused
Deep End
The Dekalog
Do the Right Thing
Double Indemnity
Dr. Strangelove
Duck Amuck
Ed Wood
E.T. -- The
Extra-Terrestrial
Easy Living
Eraserhead
Excalibur
French Can-Can
The Godfather (Part II)
Hail the Conquering Hero
Hannah and Her Sisters
Happiness
Heaven Can Wait
High Hopes
Holiday
Housekeeping
I Know Where I'm Going
I Was Born, But...
In a Lonely Place
It's A Gift
Lancelot du Lac
Laura
The Life and Death of
Colonel Blimp
The Long Goodbye
The Manchurian Candidate
Manhattan
Miracle of
Morgan's Creek
Monty Python's
Life of Brian
My Own Private Idaho
Naked Lunch
New York, New York
Night of the Hunter
Nightmare on Elm Street
North By Northwest
Obscure Object of Desire
Once Upon a Time in America
Once Upon a Time in the West
Paris, Texas
Pat Garrett and
Billy the Kid
Perceval
Pinocchio
The Private Life of Sherlock Holmes
Proof
Psycho
Rear Window
Repulsion
Rio Bravo
The Road Warrior
Rules of the Game
The Scarlet Empress
The Searchers
Secrets & Lies
The Shining
The Singing Detective
Stop Making Sense
Stranger Than Paradise
Summer
Sunset Boulevard
Swing Time
Taxi Driver
This Is Spinal Tap
Tokyo Story
Touch of Evil
Twin Peaks
(feature and first season)
Ugetsu Monogatari
Un Chien Andalou
Under the Volcano
Vincent
Ways in the Night
Weekend
The Wild Bunch
The Wind
Winter Kills
The Woman in
the Window
A Year of the Quiet Sun
(... and a few spots left blank
for future recollection & reconsideration...)
More groovy lists!
30 Lieblingsfilme
(a poll of favorite films)
Best films of the 1970s
The Vatican movie list
Jeeem's Pantheon |