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Thanks for friend request. I watched Your Name as well.

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Nice to meet u :)

Yes, it is still happening.

I was hungry all day today because my mother wouldn't give me much to eat. The only actual meal I had today was a spaghetti bolognese for breakfast, but she refused to make me any more meals because the only other meals I can eat are tofu and noodles or veggie burgers and she somehow thinks it's a bad thing to fry food late.

I already had barely anything to eat in the house, and I was saving the small amount of my favourite cereal for tomorrow so that I wouldn't starve again. My mother, for some bizarre reason, then decided to eat a bowl of my precious cereal, meaning that ifi she denies me food tomorrow as well, I'll have nothing to eat at all. I had already told her that I needed her to not eat my cereal so that I would have enough for tomorrow, but she wouldn't listen. As a last resort, I tried pulling my cereal container out of her hands. Instead of showing compassion for me, she screamed abuse at me.

I'm now depressed and suicidal because not only will she not stop abusing me, she now won't give me enough to eat.


I hate my life. I hate living.

Please help me.

My mother had finally stopped abusing me every day in October 2022, twenty months after she had started this behaviour. I had finally started to recover from my depression and felt, dare I say it, at peace. Then in late November, she started abusing me every day again, and as of today she's still abusing me every day. I've fallen back into my depression and I can't stand living any more.

I don't understand what's causing my mother's personality to change. I didn't act any differently in December 2020 (when she started abusing me every day), October 2022 (when she stopped doing so for a few weeks) or November 2022 (when she started again). The only thing that I can think of is that she's in her fifties and her menstrual cycle is acting weird, but I can't find anything else that changed my mother so much in two miserable years.

Unless she goes back to her old, kind, loving self (which disappeared around July 2019), there's no point in me living. My life has been a hell on earth for the past three years all because of her.

Hello. I don't know what happened but your thread was deleted. Here's the link I posted. I see the commenters below advised it to you before. Yet I'll repeat it - please reach to them: https://telstrahealth.secure.force.com/1800Respect/apex/PreChatForm
Or go to the nearest police station and ask for help. The problem will not solve itself on its own, you have to reach to the official authorities. Please do.

Hey, that is just horrible. I'm really worried.

I personally think you should seek help from someone a little more reliable. I have something in mind. Click on the spoiler box below when you think it is safe for you read it:

Hey Saori,

Sorry for bothering you. Could you just tell me if you see this message?